sniff............just reported my marks to all of my family members and shall i say that the response is not good at all? NOT GOOD AT ALLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yah................my sister is even warning me of my father's reaction which would probably be to drill me until i am half dead since he doesn't want me to be like my cousin who went into the same school as me and got kicked out since she could not handle the work there D:...................haiz..............................maybe having the two/three subjects being drilled into my brain(literally speaking) might not be that bad after all? hmmm.........if i consider the pros and cons, i can't really decide actually.................well since cons for an example will be that i must memorize all those horrible information until i am talking in my sleep and muttering around like a zombie when the CA2 comes around and the pros would for an example be that i might even get higher than before....................hmm.....................................well, i can't really choose actually............and my sister is already telling me to somehow( may i yet again emphasize this word that it is only a possibility i can even get through with my father) tell my father that MYE is not as important as what my sisters is facing now( which is prelims? and all those tests that matters a lot for their A' level?) yah.......the one(and only)bad point about having TWO five years older than you sisters is that your parents really get mixed up with the studying importance and the dangers of tests and exams where (practically) the rest of your life is balancing on.
And i am not kidding about this. My parents want me to study and study everyday just like my sisters in JC.
argh..................i don't think complaining here would do any help anyway, just going to have to face up to my father's (very probable) scolding when he comes back. -.-

sniff............just reported my marks to all of my family members and shall i say that the response is not good at all? NOT GOOD AT ALLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yah................my sister is even warning me of my father's reaction which would probably be to drill me until i am half dead since he doesn't want me to be like my cousin who went into the same school as me and got kicked out since she could not handle the work there D:...................haiz..............................maybe having the two/three subjects being drilled into my brain(literally speaking) might not be that bad after all? hmmm.........if i consider the pros and cons, i can't really decide actually.................well since cons for an example will be that i must memorize all those horrible information until i am talking in my sleep and muttering around like a zombie when the CA2 comes around and the pros would for an example be that i might even get higher than before....................hmm.....................................well, i can't really choose actually............and my sister is already telling me to somehow( may i yet again emphasize this word that it is only a possibility i can even get through with my father) tell my father that MYE is not as important as what my sisters is facing now( which is prelims? and all those tests that matters a lot for their A' level?) yah.......the one(and only)bad point about having TWO five years older than you sisters is that your parents really get mixed up with the studying importance and the dangers of tests and exams where (practically) the rest of your life is balancing on.
And i am not kidding about this. My parents want me to study and study everyday just like my sisters in JC.
argh..................i don't think complaining here would do any help anyway, just going to have to face up to my father's (very probable) scolding when he comes back. -.-