Napfa: Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Well, today i just had my napfa five stations and just like i knew it, i failed standing broad jump MISERABLY(110+) and also my pull ups(2). Isn't it great....AHHAHAHAHHA T^T
Well, after that i went to check out what i would get if i dun count all of the stations that i failed and the minimum grades i must get, i calculated all of it an realized that i could get a silver with my current points. yah, i know, so maybe they should really just put it as 3 stations then i can always get silver for my NAPFA and not bronze T^T depressing, i dun even think i can PASS my pull ups again if i tried.haiz. if a person fails any of the components must they take the whole thing again T^T i really dun wanna struggle to reach that silver pole time and time again is already demoralizing enough but i still must see myself land on the 120cm mark AGAIN and AGAIN. yeah, sure boosts my morale all right. NOT haiz........... so tiring, i have the feeling that more work is equals to more laziness since i am getting more and more lazy, seeming like my diligent bone is no where to be seen now. -.-
Well, after that i went to check out what i would get if i dun count all of the stations that i failed and the minimum grades i must get, i calculated all of it an realized that i could get a silver with my current points. yah, i know, so maybe they should really just put it as 3 stations then i can always get silver for my NAPFA and not bronze T^T depressing, i dun even think i can PASS my pull ups again if i tried.haiz. if a person fails any of the components must they take the whole thing again T^T i really dun wanna struggle to reach that silver pole time and time again is already demoralizing enough but i still must see myself land on the 120cm mark AGAIN and AGAIN. yeah, sure boosts my morale all right. NOT haiz........... so tiring, i have the feeling that more work is equals to more laziness since i am getting more and more lazy, seeming like my diligent bone is no where to be seen now. -.-
